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Seems tat i m quite patriotic….talkin about
national day tonight…actually..i m not tat really patrioism kind of
person….cos i never go for any national celebration event…for instance..the
nearest, SUnway pyramid..which some kind of event were held there….guess it
will be crowded by the public….Nth special, cant see anythin from my house,
though pyramid is just few KMs away from my house…only hearin those numberious
fireworks being fired n lighted up into the sky….

anyway, went to watch a
movie last night, drink drank drunk with friends….a chinese movie..quite
nice..advisable others to watch it as well…..
precisely nth so special
about wat happen yesterday…..n thus, dunno wat else i can
write..

n also, i had done with my
deferment of my subjects….since i had failed my papers last round…negotiated
with the admin staff…n able to exempt some payment..n able to save some money
there….next week onward, need to attend the resit class….til then, wanna to
enjoy my time while i still can…though college’s exam will be around the
corner within 2 weeks, i assume…if i m not mistaken with my timetable…n
guess time to study after the public holiday tml…

lastly, need a
wonderful closing for my blog tonight…so let write down some patriotic words
here..in malay to show how patriotic m i!!***in other words, just wanna to test
my MAlay…since i never been talkin using malay….for a long long period
edi..since after graduated from SPM…
Sila bermula…
Malaysia, sebuah negara yang berbilang
kaum,
kini Ia sudah mencapai tahun
48th,
dan Ia sudah mendapat pengiktirafan
daripada pelbagai negara,
merupakan salah
sebuah negara di ASia yang berjaya,
pencapaian dari segi teknology atau dari aspect lain juga
agak mengagumkan,
Oleh itu, KIta sebagai
rakyat Malaysia harus bangga dengan negara kita,
marilah sama sama menyambut HAri Kebangsaan n kibarkan
Jalur kegemilangan….!!

It had been a tough week for me seriously, ruined by my "wonderful results"…but however, it had already become one of my lesson in my study n now it is the time for me to get back into my track n carry on wat i m born 2 BE….

Friday, still attended the law class n IS class..though i should not be encouraged to enter since i m not takin such papers this round….but anyway, dun border so much..just attend for fun..since it would not causes any harm to me…Durin the 3 hrs break on tat day itself, went to Asia cafe with coursemate…n had our lunch there n also a few games of pool n foosball…Nth so much, just tat..that was my first time playin foosball, n guess wat..i scored a few own goals…n felt so embrassed about it….HEhe…:P

Saturday, as usual, work again…the same old thing..TS in Giant ONe U…giving n distributin out the free tickets…from the afternoon til night…nth so special…just tat my legs gettin exhausted n pain…cos need to stand for few hrs n talkin n talkin n approach consumers..non-stop….
however, later at night…went to meet with my fren..n she introduced me n my fren another two new frens…sound complicated right…anyway, nth so special..just get to know more friends…..later on, went to yam char with another group of my fren as well….

The next day, SUNDAY, last day of my work…definitely be more motivated automatically since once i had done with my this week job assignment…i’ll be free…since i m not being assigned by any project yet..though i have a few jobs are under my consideration……
n lastly, me n my fren went to TBR…a housing area…somewhere near setapak…TAR college…to find my fren which livin in the houses there…n watched the football match of NEwcastle against MAn u….but the main purpose of doin is to farewell one of my fren who will be leavin to UK-london within 2 weeks….guess that’s enough from me this week….
n besides tat, wan to talk about the football matches…though de final scoreline of MAN u is 2-0..goal contirbuted by rooney n nisterooy..but in fact, i think MAn u shall deserve a better win….dunno wat i m sayin..just refers to the newspaper the next day..n u will know…however, i think that de goal scored by rooney will be the goal of the week…..

When after receivin the results on few days ago…under normal circumstances
which i m no suppose to attend anymore of the classes in the higher level…but
due to my stubbornness, i do feel like attendin the class..or maybe just listen
wat her lecture…at least able to know tat wat is about the paper…n more, no
HARm for attendin the class twice right….but in other words, i might be just
like…………………do think watever u think…i dun border so
much..!!~!!

Meet up with my previous paper’s lecturer today…tellin them
i had failed the paper…though i can sense the disappointment from them..but
however, it is useless for me to confess anythin which had no effect after
all….haih…guess wat, a person who had failed his exam should be havin a "great" time..but based on my
outlook, i m like so n so TOUGH…n like i m givin nth about it…but yet..in
fact, i m not…being an optimism at this time….is not tat easy..i m still in
the level of doin so….

Progress test will be around de corner
soon…need time to prepare for it…n dont u think it is quite crucial to
me..especially for person like me….failed edi..n need to restore myself back
everythin within days…n get myself ready for the exam….n lastly, i think i
should not be iteratively mentioning about my result anymore…n also..need to
pray more in order to do well in the test…

Being so miserable after receiving my results,
though it might be very very VERY disappointing…but however, i think i m
gettin better edi….n also wan to take this opprtunity to thanks to all my
friends n buddies who always be with me when whatever happened to
me…..:)

Guess wat i did….the last ever mahjong i played this
morning..in one of my friend’s house…since i need to put more effort in my
studies….though i had lost…but i think it’s ok for me…since it is goin to
be the last time…unless i m really good n capable enough in my studies..then i
might be playin it again…but most probably..i m NOT!!!

besides that,
went to watch THE MAID with my ex-classmate…in IOI mall…the show overall
precisely is quite ok…n also de storyline..i think it is quite true also….n
it reflected how humans may react or do..whenever they think they did somethin
for the good of their child….n so on….

Friends are part
of my life nowadays…without them…i dun think i really can stand back again
whenever i fall..for instance…my results this time….n this shall motivate
me…to work more harder…n harder…since after u had unable to complete
somethin where u supposed to do…u will give more hard work towards the same
goal right…this is wat old folks ppl used to say..but i wish it will apply to
me as well…:)

lastly, regardin wat i did yesterday after gettin my
results, went to bowling with friends…in pyramid..which at first supposingly
goin for skating….but however, never make it..since it was the skewl holidays
now…there were too many ppl n too crowded…so..decide to cancel the plan….n
guess wat…years ago..i m consider OK in playin bowling..but now since i had
not been playin for more than 2 yrs…normally my score will like 150 or
more…but now…yesterday i mean….i m only manage to bowl like 130++ n for
the first game..it is only 90++..haha….haih…anyway..had a great time
there…quite enjoyable…

**try to count
how many times i typed HAIH..in my previous blog…must be more than 10times..i
assume it….haha…HAih….

results, maybe i really deserve to failed the papers of my foundation..n need to spend another 6 months for it….seeing that almost 95% of my friends passed their exam..n advance themselves into acca..n yet..i need to remain at de foundation level…do u know how harsh it would be….u kNOW…95%…almost let say…10 of my fren….9 of them are goin to be at de same class..n i m de only one…haih…

do feel guilty about my achievement…n moreover, though tat my parents never blame me for anythin cos they know tat i m havin a hard time at the moment now…n they believe that i m mature enough to think……haih..this make me feel more guilty…they trusted me so much..n yet..i m now..being so disappointed….haih……….:(

Before gettin the results, i still be able to advice others for not to worry about it…no big DEAl right..but now..it really make a biG Big different to me…speak can be easy..but seriously when u wan to apply it…definitely is not tat easy as wat u think….haih…:(

Failure is a key to success..this is wat normally ppl use to encourage n give support those ppl who met failure….but haih…..i dunno lo….but i might really once again..deserve to be gettin this kind of result…cos of my playful kind of attitude….mahjong..movie…yam char..(MAMAkin)…n more…honestly, i had learnt a lesson from all this….in whatever that u wanted to do…if let say without great determination, u are goin to fail no matter how confident u r..just like me..sometimes which is too over-confident…n claimin tat myself always be obtained a pass in watever test in college….n yet..in de finals…i m unable to even obtain a pass…..haih….so…wat else i can say about myself….speak frankly..is NTH…i also dunno wat else i can do about myself…laugh at myself…or wat….suicide myself from a building…haha..i m not tat stupid until wanna to end up my life with such silly action…haih….

til now..i m still unable to accept the truth..to be honest, if let say i got the time machine…i shall do n give more n more n more EFFORT for de papers….haih….well, is nth much i can do now….callin for other to share my pain…but no cure would it make now…haih..really do feel like transferin course…since i think i m more capable in marketing n sales…since i m quite approachable…especially talkin to others…that i dunno…..n moreover, now i m gettin more n more frustrated n demotivated..

about wat i did after class today..dun wan to mention anythin about it…nth so special….only update it tml…til then…guess i wanna to enjoy the last day of mine….n get myself ready for de comin busy schedule of mine…which got class almost on everyday…8 in the morning….til then….really wanted to cry…n regret..but unfortunately…it is too late…..haih……:(

This is basically how i communicate n approach the consumers about the product tat i m doin…n inclusive the lucky draw as well lolx…here is the conversation:

ME:hello…evening sir/madam/miss/MR/MRs…….may i have ur attention pls…

Consumers:YEs…anythin…?**or maybe sometimes, if the ppl are in hurry..they wont really border u..n even move faster so tat they could stay away from me….**

ME:Well, i’m from……..now our product is celebratin their 61th aniversary….n because of that, we are now giving out some free entrance tickets to our valuable customers who give the support to us all this while….n so on…N as long as u purchase our…..product for more than**certain amt**u will be automatically entiltled into a lucky draw contest n gettin the chance to win those prizes as follows…:Blah Blah free tickets entrance…..n etc….**actually there are quite lot i required to explain…but since i think it is a bit too long-winded to type everythin here..so i just cut n summarise it as short as possible…

Consumers:Wat else or how long such promotion will be lasting until..??n those sort of questions are frequently asked by consumers…likewise..price…product…n blah blah blah..

Think it is enough lo….at de moment..for those who are really interested in wat kind or type product i m doin now..feel free to drop by in One U giant…n act like a consumer…try to come near me..n definitely i will approach u anyway…HEHe…:)

Well…i think tat’s all from me..regardin about my course of work…n let come back to my main thing in my mind at de moment..MY RESULTS…comin out within the next 12hrs….gettin nervous n nervous….although i had planned quite a no of activities to be done with friends…but just TOUCH WOOD..n say tat…if i do failed any of the papers:( …i think..i m goin to be come crazy..n cancel all the plans..n need time to comfort down myself…n do somethin..that can release my stress n so on…but no matter wat is goin to happen tml….i think i shall always expected the worst situation first…n be prepared for anythin..as usual..always expect the unexpected…..right…see guyz..i m tryin to cheer myself up…n not pushin too hard of myself too..hope u guyz..who are same course n havin de same prob with me…..RELAX…that’s the only thing which all of us can be doin now lolx….:)

lastly, it is somethin embarressin about myself….cos i drove to ONe U today…n after my work..i cant find where is my car..since i had forgotten which area that i left my car..only rememberin which floor..n in the new wing…had been searchin for my car for more than 20mins lolx…really do feel embarressed about it..n dun think i wanted to drive to there anymore…or maybe next time if i do so..i really need to record down de no n floor…in my phone memory..so tat…..u know i know la..haha…:D

well, as wat i mention at the previous post…i
guess i really fall aslepp durin de law class…but not as serious as a fren of
mine who sittin in front of me….dunno wat she did de night before…but
definitely somethin "extreme" i think…haha…she..keep on lying her head with
all her hair…n everythin..on the table…n wat is more worse is tat…she
wanted somethin like a pillow to put under her neck…some sort of it…so tat
she can lye in a better kind of thing..haih…unfortunately…i need to
SAcrifiCe my pensil bag….hope IT wont mind…..hehe…:P

regarding about the others,
everythin seems to be quite ok…nth so special..just went to a salon..which is
quite far away from my house…to cut my hair…at de same time..definitely wash
it as well lolx….abuthen..>!!~~!!…the hair-washer is quite good to
me…definitely…cos this was not the first time i went to tat salon….she
massage me after washin while waitin for the PROs…to come n "design" my
hairstyle….but anyway..not much different as compared to de last time..maybe
this time..he cut it a bit short….n resulting that my face look much bigger n
larger…although my face is tat big all de
time..HeHE…:)

OK..time to talk about my movie…haha..as
usual…though the next day will be havin de class…still went for a
movie…HERBIE…fully loaded….which supposingly we are goin to watch
bewitched at the first place..however, due to the showtime, which fren want it
the show to be ended earlier..so under no other alternative….required to take
n watch de show…but no HARM anyway..since i plan to watch it with another
group of my fren sooner or later…after de results…

the show…HErbie….the startin maybe is a bit
boring..but wat make me do stay awake for the whole show is the character…of
cos..must be every1 thinkin tat it should be the main actress which is Lindsay
Lohan**almost wanted to type hilary duff…**……haha…guess every1 is
wrong..i more prefer to the CAR..60an
Volkswagen bug….and guess wat….such car are able to compete
itself with the rest of those modern car…without modifyin the engine…in the
speedtrack….wat ppl use to call as…NAScar race….Although such storyline
might be a bit unrealistic…but who cares…n moreover, the car is loaded with
2322cc of motor
engine..**should be racing type one..i think…cos not really
good in those car engines….n one more thing….from the show..i can see the
max speed which Herbie can reach…the top limits…is 200km/h
or 200miles/hrs….not quite sure about
it…imagine tat car is runnin on the highway in malaysia…unless those equiped
with racing engine…excluded those racin type cars….i think none of those
domestic cars are able to compete with HErbie…haha…a bit too much
right…well…think it’s enough at de moment..for more…just watch it
urself…:)

enough for wat i written tonight…lazy to talk
anythin about my result….i’m gettin bored n sick of it…just let god decide
everythin…..haih…:(

Guess it shall be a tough week for me….bad things
keep on happenin…haih….really think tat i should be in the state of
mind…of always expect the UNEXPECTED…..:(

• is it meaning to say that..somethin is really bad gonna to fall on me….is
  it any1 tryin to imply somethin to me….instance…my results…..haih….dun
  really willin to think about it anymore…as the more i think…the worse n
  worse i m goin to be…..
• That’s why i m workin on weekend…to make myself very very tired…n for my
  mind as well..tryin 2 make it as EXHAUSTED AS I COULD…n therefore, i m not
  goin to think about my results….

Attended a basic trainin for my course of work
today….my job is a TS…trialin specialists…which normally u can c ppl
standin in front of a booth…n doin some sort of samplin for certain
products….whenever there is a new flavour..or maybe durin seasonal promotion
period….
anyway, for the comin
weekends, will be doin some sort of lucky draw….thinkin it should be much
easier..i guess….unlike being sampling..need to be presentable n
approachable..n agressive as well…to the consumers in introducing the product
as if necessary…

BEcause of the trainin..i think i missed a
IS’s class which the topic today is some sort of understanding the work…a bit
complicated..heard from my friends….need to learn network diagram in details i
guess….how it links to each toher..wat is de
process…requirements…packages…investigation..haih…but speak
frankly…dun really know wat is the whole thing at de first point…cos…last
week class wasn’t tat concentratin…..HEHe..:P
hopefully i m able to catch
back wat de lecturer taught….n do not feel like skippin anymore
class….unless it is necessary….feel guilty le…not
good….!~!

Will be havin a long long
class session tml…from 11 until 5….hope i m not goin to fall asleep in de
class..especially durin the law subject….need to bring more WATERS for
refreshment..since de subject is quite dry….n boring….merely for memorising
things….the more u can memorise..the better u shall be..i
guess…